you know what maybe its time for a break, a nice long one with that. Things have been confusing and hard for me right now, and im sure it was the same for you, but im glad you finally said what you had on your mind for the last couple days. Yes it was hard hearing it but i guess you could say that im use to it. I can tell you right now im not going to find someone better cause its not what i want, just because you think someone is “perfect” doesn’t mean they need someone perfect too. Having someone different makes things worth while. You were so different then me, and it made everything so exciting, so life changing, i know im only eighteen, but you made a huge difference on how i see life. The time you taught me the most was when you were so mad, because you let out everything you had inside.Look, no one is perfect, i know im not, and neither are you, but you always showed me what love was, and how to love. That was and probably always will be the greatest experience i ever had and im fucking glad I got to share it with you
in the beginning you made me feel like shit. i kept it to myself but you made me feel like shit. i laid it all out for you on the table. it scared you. i stopped talking to a best friend of mine to try and make things right with us, and its not even cool at this point. maybe everyone was right all along. maybe the obvious was in front of my face and i didn’t want to face it. maybe i wanted to prove to everyone that we would work… maybe…
shit happens and you learn and grow from it. you say not to sit inside and to go out, then i start going out and you don’t like it. i never cheated or anything and your mad because i now party… you go to bars..?
i came to the conclusion that I AM better then that and that I AM going to go far in life. i don’t deserve to feel like shit and keep it inside. I don’t deserve alot that i have been given.
I am going to go out and have fun and meet new people and do new and fun things and ill wish the best for you along the way. i know you will go far too. and good luck. make something amazing of yourself, i know you can.
and maybe one day ill see you again and we can be friends… maybe not. i learned alot and i don’t regret it at all. i grew from it and now its time to grow up.
People are going to look at you however they want. You should take it with a grain of salt. People do mess up but you learn from your misshapes. You grow from the bottom up. Trees don’t grow from the sky. And sometimes sticking up for someone puts you in a bad spot but at least you stood for something. And some people walk into and out of your life for a reason. Maybe its to teach you something or maybe its not so clear; the reason. Maybe your supposed meet people before they die so when they do you have a personal angel. Or maybe its not related at all but I miss you so much it hurts
God saw you getting weary, He did what he thought best; He put His arms around you And said, “Come and rest.” On that heartbreaking day, And with His arms around you You gently slipped away. It broke our hearts to lose you, you did not go alone; A part of us went with you The day God called you home
This isn’t a goodbye, its a simple •ill see you later•
This isn’t as bad as it really seems, its just horrible right this second.
This isn’t a life or death situation, this is just a choice.
This isn’t your whole life, its just a chapter in your book. This isn’t a breakup this is just a reality check
This is just a reminder that you fucked up.
This is another night that ur gona cry.
This is a reason to eat icecream and cry with girls.
This is a reason to keep reminding yourself that you are stronger then you think.
This is a reason to keep in mind that you are someone special.
This is a reason to remember all the quotes u have ever read
And this is a reason to remember that
•one day someone is going to be thankful that he let you go•