November 2010
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i want to quit my job already… i just started.
i wish i could just work as an emt already. im really not into this whole cashier thing. blah. and i really need to get my ass in gear. i slacked off in my psych class and i really cant be doing that… i need to finish hard in these classes. only 3 weeks roughly left. i just have to hang in there.
hummmm, ridge or braidwood? blahhh i...
i hate when a good book ends...
its like you become part of their life. and their friends are yours. you get caught up in their drama and you feel their pain and their love. and when the book ends its sad. its like you lost a friend….
im lame i know
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Why do we find it so hard to let go? Why do we have such a difficulty accepting the inevitable, dealing with what’s right in front of us - why can’t we get over something we can do nothing to change? I guess we all just hope too much. Hope for the best, hope that he’s still holding on when the truth is he’s long gone, up, up, up and away. There’s a fine line between...
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Right now at this very minute, someone is very proud of you. Someone is thinking of you. Someone cares about you. Someone misses you. Someone wants to talk to you. Someone wants to be with you. Someone hopes you aren’t in trouble. Someone wants to hold your hand. Someone wants you to be happy just for you. Someone thinks you are a gift. Someone wants to hug you. Someone loves you. Someone admires...
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“We all have the potential to fall in love a thousand times in our lifetime....”
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“tell her something true when all she’s known are lies.
tell her God...”
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She’s not like that now. She knows better. She knows now that people lie , and promises can be broken as quick as they are made. She understands that she might never be loved, and too quickly good things fly in front of your eyes before you can reach out and grab them. She knows that you can’t change or help time, so every now and then it will just run out. There isn’t a place...
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Confessin #10
sometimes doing the right thing
hurts
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Rants of the night
You hate yourself because you never learned to love yourself. Its kind of sad isn’t is? That were not really taught to love ourselves. Sad concept.
But loving other people? I’m good at that. Most people are good at that. I love you, and I don’t want to loose you, I would fight for you. I know you love me, and its helping me to love myself.
And people say suicide is a selfish...
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People will always walk in and out of your life. Some will stay longer than others. Some for a reason, some to teach you a lesson; and the most important one, to teach you about yourself. We won’t be able to distinguish which people are here for which reasons until they make their impact. And sometimes, that impact will be love and clarity. Other times, it will be hurt and sadness. Either way, it...
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Monday: 12:30p-1:45p english class, 2p-5:10p emt class,6:30p- 12a work
Tuesday: 12:30- 3:30 Psych class,3:45- 5:30 babysitting, 6:30- 9:30cheerleading
Wednesday: 12:30p-1:45p english class, 2p-5:10p emt class,6:30p- 12a work
Thursday: 12:30- 3:30 Psych class,3:45- 5:30 babysitting, 6:30- 9:30cheerleading
Friday: work
Saturday: social life? work
Sunday: homework for the week, work.
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experiences..
experiences..
graduated high school.
smoked a cigarette.
kissed someone. (apart from family)
gotten so drunk you passed out.
ridden every ride at a amusement park.
collected something really stupid.
gone to a concert.
helped someone.
went fishing.
watched four movies in one night.
gone long periods of time with no sleep.
lied to someone.
snorted cocaine.
failed a class.
dealt...
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Dear Teenagers, What the fuck are you doing? How old are you? 15, maybe 16? Did you ever think once about how you’re wasting your life away? Stop thinking about the guy who broke your heart; he’s not worth it. Stop thinking about whether you look cool or not smoking weed; nobody cares. Stop sulking around and being depressed; you just need to be happy. You’re only young once and this is the time...
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Sometimes I hope we’re still friends when I get married. I hope that I’ll invite you to the wedding and you’ll come. You’ll see me as the happiest girl in the world. You’ll see me with a guy that treats me right and loves me more than himself. You’ll see all that you could’ve had and you’ll regret letting me go. But the thing that I want you to see the most is that I survived without you
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i’ve been to hell and back. i spill shit, trip, and embarrass myself. i can’t just flutter my eyes and get that boy. my life is messed up. i’ve been through more shit than you see on tv. nobody’s perfect. i’ve been lied to, cheated on, and had my heart stolen. i’ve fucked up, fucked people up, and been fucked up. but, every hit was worth it, because i felt it. i knew it was real. life is real, and...
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Stop saying you’re sorry. You wanna know something? I knew. I knew you didn’t feel that way about me. I knew, and I still let it happen. Because, well, I figured that one night with you was better than never. So, will you stop saying you’re sorry? Because you didn’t know better, but I did
wtf
I feel totally pathedic for trying to see you all the time.
ugh….
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funny :)
Bobby Boucher: My Mama says that alligators are ornery because they got all them teeth and no toothbrush.
